live life fast. this shit will be over soon-

Haven’t been on tumblr in forever . I think I backspaced 10times because I was unsure of what to say. But w/e this is it……. 2012 - First off, happy new year and all that good stuff. I didn’t really make any new years resolutions besides to gain weight & eat healthier . Health is wealth , first step to where ever you plan on going . But besides that I plan to stick to the same ole script just change the font a little . In plain words , new styles of doing the same thing, same results - ; wait scratch that , better results . Yeah always on the road of improvement . Gonna sit down & write out the blue print . Next step after that is to put it in motion . I’ll be back around here more often . Dropping twitter is deff in the plan so I’ll be bringing my talents back to tumblr :-) . That’s it for now . Like I always say — Make today count !

Thoughts ,
I don’t post as often as I’d like to but here goes …

I’m at a point in my life where I pretty much have everything a normal chick like myself can ask for.
BUT there’s one thing missing , and if you guessed “a fairytale love” you’d be right .
It just sucks that I CANT seem to stumble across that. In no way am I sad or depressed about it but I think it’d be pretty nice to have again .
The irony of the situation is that the same thing I want is prolly the only thing about my life that I enjoy being with out - OBLIGATIONS !
Being single I don’t have to worry or concern myself with anyone’s whereabouts , feelings , thoughts about my actions , etc … I’ve been this way for some time now and I KNOW that a “relationship” consists of these things but I just CAN’T bring myself to have those concerns in life .
I’m being SELFISH ; but when your used to it just being YOU for so long it’s hard to break those bad habits . I don’t know WHAT I want but I know that I want something SIMPLE — no headaches , an understanding and a chemistry that will make me feel like you can understand my thoughts by looking in my eyes.
Maybe one day I will get that knock on my door and when I open it that person who’s perfect for me will be on the other side . Until then I will just focus on MYSELF with attempts to being a better person for me and for who ever is crazy enough to book a one way ticket into my life with intentions of staying for a while .

Sincerely , Confused about it all

Who Ever Made This.
YOU’RE A GENIUS

like my 30th time rebloggin , ilove this :D lol 

oh my gawddd <3

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And I’m honestly trynna give you the world , wrap the globe in a bow like “here you go girl” ….

Look past the beauty , admire the imperfections , commend the courage , appreciate the effort , forgive the misunderstandings , understand the silence , ignore the pride , indulge in the lust …. Dare to love completely …

Laying in bed trying to fall asleep but of course your on my mind, cus your in my heart. Unfortunately your not here with me. And I can’t help but to feel alone cus your the one thing that’s missing … But I’m here, waiting. Like I always am, for you to find your way back to me….. Dear love, please come home . I miss you .

1- I’m nervous yet excited about the fall
2- this summer could have been better
3- I want to try new things
4- my life needs more excitement
5- emotional stability ?
6- I wish I loved cooking as much as I love eating
7- this natural hair transition is rough
8- I miss PR
9- I turn 24 this year
10 - I STILL need a MacBook